Monday, January 4, 2010

2010...a year if change or just a change of year?

2010. I have high hopes for this year. It’s the beginning of a new decade and I’m ready for change. I wanted to say that this year is going to be about me. Me and only me. But, the girl inside of me that has been walked all over forever says that that is selfish. So I will rephrase that…this year is about figuring out who I want to be, cultivating new friendships and working on others, standing up for myself, being a stronger and better person and being healthy. All my life I have let people walk all over me and I am so tired of being pushed around and treated like garbage. This year I am going to speak my mind, stand up myself and make myself happy. I count too, and I will not let people make me feel differently. I matter and I am important. Part of being better and doing better is treating myself better. I will earn how to relax and to slow down, I will go to the gym. Hell, maybe I’ll do yoga. I just want to be better.I have made some bad decisions and done some stupid things and this year is about being a better person and making better choices. I want to be a better friend, a better wife and a better person. This is a new year’s “resolution” of sorts, so who knows how long it will last, but I hope it sticks. 2010...BRING IT ON!